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i wake and look for you in my bed
but these days, you don’t live here anymore
just fragmented memories in my head

i look for you throughout my day
to tell you all the little things,
and the dumb things,
because as much as you disagree,
you’re my best friend

i say goodnight when i climb into bed
but these days, my voice doesn’t reach you
just the ghost of you living in my head

the only place i don’t look for you
is in my dreams. for a few hours,
i can forget and pretend
you are still here with me